After working double duty for 2 weeks, my attitude wasn't much to be desired. I had said some things that upset other people and was called into "the office" more times than I can count. My manager came to me at 5pm on Friday "can you come see me?" I'm thinking, "what now?? I said please in the email, that should be enough :) " As I enter the office she nods toward her chair hinting that I should have a seat. My heart was pounding. I just knew I had done something wrong. I wasn't sweating, but I could feel it coming!! She looks me right in the eye and says "you've been promoted." WHAT!!! Promoted?? I honestly didn't think it would happen this year.
So a few months ago while working at another location I spotted this cute guy. Over the course of week I heard conversations indicating that he was getting a divorce. I've seen him from time to time since then but never for a long period of time. A couple of weeks ago I ran into him again. We flirted a little, nothing major. I cannot stop thinking about him. I don't know much about him at all. Well, I emailed him and gave him my #. I know he's busy. I don't take this personally, but it's disappointing that he hasn't called yet. He said some things that really intrigued me. I typically have this checklist of 20-30 "must haves" that a guy must meet before I will even consider entertaining the idea of a dinner date. Not this guy, I really want to hang out with him.
It's amazing to me: I have a good number of male friends. I joke with them, hang out with them, dinner & movies & sports with them, but some guys I crave to be with. They are all good guys. Why is it I crave some & not others? For some it is completely superficial and they are hot and I just want to see if the hot guy wants to nail me :) but with the other guys, I'm physically attracted to them and so much more. I'll never understand this connection, but then again maybe we aren't meant to understand it.